Yeah, it's been a week, but a lot apparently goes on in a week. Well... not really, but it's a plan for whatever the hell it is I wanna do. I found a website where I can make some money until I get an actual job, but I just don't have the patience to sit for seven hours to make what I an withdraw a day.
I have no idea where my tablet went again, but at least I have my sketchpad. Now I just wish I had the motivation to draw. I did just have an idea for Shadz herself, so I might do that while I work on her actual reference sort of thing. I just gotta get used to drawing foxes and not wolves.
Job hunt is not going well, not that it ever actually does, I suppose. I'm a little pissed that the government job said they were going to call everyone back to review all their options, but it's been two weeks. Which only furthers my suspicions that they didn't/aren't calling me because my father works for the road department, which has nothing to do with the position that I applied for.
I am still very pissed about the whole fact that I have to convince a computer before I can speak with whoever they use for their hiring process. I'm even more pissed to the fact that half of my applications weren't even turned in because of this reason. Honestly? It makes me feel worthless. I have a high school degree with a commercial baking vocational skill. I'm sorry I can't afford to even go to community college. I don't qualify for financial help and like fuck I'm taking out a loan just to go to community college. If I'm going to have to take out a loan to go to college, I'm taking out a loan to go to the CIA or ICE.
Funny thought, though. I am apparently irreplaceable to my old job. They hired someone within two days of my leaving. Apparently, he's already been fired and he hasn't even started yet. Everyone is leaving there and I just find it fucking hilarious because people are realizing what kind of shitty job it really is.